Nothing's gonna break me down

Every time I try hard, most of the time I ain't got the recognition I believe I deserve. Not even the effort that I put in pays off. Nothing, just nothing in this world would be able to please the people around me, for them to give me the recognition I desire and deserve. Even when I try my best, people don't give a shit. Piano, Running, academics... All of them, no one acknowledges them... Except for myself. No one cares. Everyone thinks its just my job, that I'm obliged to do this. Yes I am, but can't you all just give me the recognition? I want it so badly.
Being in cross makes me strong,and that's why I haven't fallen, and I won't fall, never will I, until the day I give up and don't give a shit anymore, and I guess, going at this rate, it's gonna be much sooner than expected. I hate myself. Why can't I just be like others? Taught the right way, be popular in the correct way, have the ideal character. Why can't I? Often, I ask myself this question.... Why? Just why? And at the end of the day, it all boils down to one thing. I'm brought up in a highly competitive household, academics is the at the top of everything, nothing else matters,studies is always the Over weighing factor, it always wins. Academics is everything, nothing else matters as much, not even our own pride, not even our own effort. Results, results, are all just the reflection of all our effort, they say. No, that ain't true. Effort isn't reflectant on your results, even though most of the time it is. Though I was one of the nations top C div runner this year, I'm still shit. This ain't gonna change. Cuz I suck in my life, and suckers in life stay stupid, and sucky.

P.S. Yeah I'm a jerk, but you don't have to publicly announce that... and I can't believe the dude that used to be my best friend actually lost his mind and screwed around with me as well. But, just to inform you, you are no angel too. I know, the world hates me, but guess what? I ain't gonna fucking care, no ones gonna stop me from doing what I want. No one is gonna just screw myself up. No one is gonna screw my life up without my own knowledge. NO ONE DESERVES THE RIGHT TO CONDEMN ANOTHER PERSON. You ain't the special one, you can't just screw up my life. I won't let you do it.

Post CNY Holiday Syndrome

So whats up guys? Looks like I'm back to post about stuff again. Well, pardon me for my horrible english while I write out this post of mine. Frankly, I hope that I still have blog-walkers, so that I have not written this for nothing.
TELL YOU GUYS SOMETHING! CNY HOLIDAY JUST PASSED. So we're back to school once again, boy do I love to stay in that holiday mood and slack at home. But, life is life, we gotta move on and continue school till we work and then do other stuffs and finally die when our time is up. Here are some photos. Ok so u might see some cute little girls and boys. To clarify, they are my nephews and nieces. And the pretty ladies and the handsome guy looking left are my siblings. The guy in black and white, is my cousin. Haha. Took a nice shot and edited it with instagram. Lots of thanks to instagram!!! Haha. So yeah, this year CNY break was pretty short. But, good news, the eve of the eve of CNY, I managed to become a champion. I became the champ of the SAA Cross Country 2012. So yeah it kinda made up for it. You probably must be thinking that the post is pretty confusing, because it really is! Please pardon me, I'm pretty bad at writing my thoughts. Well, that's about it for now. Yeah I will continue to update my blog soon enough!! See ya guys then!

iOS 5 released DATE TODAY!!

ARGH!!! iOS 5 releases today! What time is it gonna be even released???? OMG! im so excited!

School Life 6 October

Ok, here goes......

So today, lots of weird stuffs happen in school. First of all, Anthony Started to dao me!!! LB! He don't even want to tell me why his daoing me. LB!

Sian, I hope this stops by tml and we can continue being good friends. I don't wanna lose a friend. Not enough friends le!

P.S. Anthony if u read this, dont kill me. And please tell me what's on Ur mind

School Day 13th September

Haha guys! I have come back to continue posting!

Ok, so there's an important event coming up! My b'day! It's on 26th!!! Lalalala

Tiresome Life

Hi guys, it's seems it's been a Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnng time since I last posted anything.

So, to update, I'm having a very tired life. It is really tiring me out. ~.~

But then, I have many friends! That means all the tiring stuff are getting thrown away! Haha! >.<

New Personal best for 8pm again! Woots! 37min 45sec. Could have gone much much faster. If not for the stupid canoers. And if i was faster during the first 4km. But then, still PB! Yay! Btw WH, u will be getting Ur present today Ltr. Unless u nvr come theory class.