Every time I try hard, most of the time I ain't got the recognition I believe I deserve. Not even the effort that I put in pays off. Nothing, just nothing in this world would be able to please the people around me, for them to give me the recognition I desire and deserve. Even when I try my best, people don't give a shit. Piano, Running, academics... All of them, no one acknowledges them... Except for myself. No one cares. Everyone thinks its just my job, that I'm obliged to do this. Yes I am, but can't you all just give me the recognition? I want it so badly.
Being in cross makes me strong,and that's why I haven't fallen, and I won't fall, never will I, until the day I give up and don't give a shit anymore, and I guess, going at this rate, it's gonna be much sooner than expected. I hate myself. Why can't I just be like others? Taught the right way, be popular in the correct way, have the ideal character. Why can't I? Often, I ask myself this question.... Why? Just why? And at the end of the day, it all boils down to one thing. I'm brought up in a highly competitive household, academics is the at the top of everything, nothing else matters,studies is always the Over weighing factor, it always wins. Academics is everything, nothing else matters as much, not even our own pride, not even our own effort. Results, results, are all just the reflection of all our effort, they say. No, that ain't true. Effort isn't reflectant on your results, even though most of the time it is. Though I was one of the nations top C div runner this year, I'm still shit. This ain't gonna change. Cuz I suck in my life, and suckers in life stay stupid, and sucky.
P.S. Yeah I'm a jerk, but you don't have to publicly announce that... and I can't believe the dude that used to be my best friend actually lost his mind and screwed around with me as well. But, just to inform you, you are no angel too. I know, the world hates me, but guess what? I ain't gonna fucking care, no ones gonna stop me from doing what I want. No one is gonna just screw myself up. No one is gonna screw my life up without my own knowledge. NO ONE DESERVES THE RIGHT TO CONDEMN ANOTHER PERSON. You ain't the special one, you can't just screw up my life. I won't let you do it.
Monday, October 29, 2012
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Post CNY Holiday Syndrome
So whats up guys? Looks like I'm back to post about stuff again. Well, pardon me for my horrible english while I write out this post of mine. Frankly, I hope that I still have blog-walkers, so that I have not written this for nothing.
TELL YOU GUYS SOMETHING! CNY HOLIDAY JUST PASSED. So we're back to school once again, boy do I love to stay in that holiday mood and slack at home. But, life is life, we gotta move on and continue school till we work and then do other stuffs and finally die when our time is up. Here are some photos. Ok so u might see some cute little girls and boys. To clarify, they are my nephews and nieces. And the pretty ladies and the handsome guy looking left are my siblings. The guy in black and white, is my cousin. Haha. Took a nice shot and edited it with instagram. Lots of thanks to instagram!!! Haha. So yeah, this year CNY break was pretty short. But, good news, the eve of the eve of CNY, I managed to become a champion. I became the champ of the SAA Cross Country 2012. So yeah it kinda made up for it. You probably must be thinking that the post is pretty confusing, because it really is! Please pardon me, I'm pretty bad at writing my thoughts. Well, that's about it for now. Yeah I will continue to update my blog soon enough!! See ya guys then!
TELL YOU GUYS SOMETHING! CNY HOLIDAY JUST PASSED. So we're back to school once again, boy do I love to stay in that holiday mood and slack at home. But, life is life, we gotta move on and continue school till we work and then do other stuffs and finally die when our time is up. Here are some photos. Ok so u might see some cute little girls and boys. To clarify, they are my nephews and nieces. And the pretty ladies and the handsome guy looking left are my siblings. The guy in black and white, is my cousin. Haha. Took a nice shot and edited it with instagram. Lots of thanks to instagram!!! Haha. So yeah, this year CNY break was pretty short. But, good news, the eve of the eve of CNY, I managed to become a champion. I became the champ of the SAA Cross Country 2012. So yeah it kinda made up for it. You probably must be thinking that the post is pretty confusing, because it really is! Please pardon me, I'm pretty bad at writing my thoughts. Well, that's about it for now. Yeah I will continue to update my blog soon enough!! See ya guys then!
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
iOS 5 released DATE TODAY!!
ARGH!!! iOS 5 releases today! What time is it gonna be even released???? OMG! im so excited!
Thursday, October 6, 2011
School Life 6 October
Ok, here goes......
So today, lots of weird stuffs happen in school. First of all, Anthony Started to dao me!!! LB! He don't even want to tell me why his daoing me. LB!
Sian, I hope this stops by tml and we can continue being good friends. I don't wanna lose a friend. Not enough friends le!
P.S. Anthony if u read this, dont kill me. And please tell me what's on Ur mind
So today, lots of weird stuffs happen in school. First of all, Anthony Started to dao me!!! LB! He don't even want to tell me why his daoing me. LB!
Sian, I hope this stops by tml and we can continue being good friends. I don't wanna lose a friend. Not enough friends le!
P.S. Anthony if u read this, dont kill me. And please tell me what's on Ur mind
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
School Day 13th September
Haha guys! I have come back to continue posting!
Ok, so there's an important event coming up! My b'day! It's on 26th!!! Lalalala
Ok, so there's an important event coming up! My b'day! It's on 26th!!! Lalalala
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Tiresome Life
Hi guys, it's seems it's been a Looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnng time since I last posted anything.
So, to update, I'm having a very tired life. It is really tiring me out. ~.~
But then, I have many friends! That means all the tiring stuff are getting thrown away! Haha! >.<
So, to update, I'm having a very tired life. It is really tiring me out. ~.~
But then, I have many friends! That means all the tiring stuff are getting thrown away! Haha! >.<
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
Competition on saturday
Argh!!!! Damn it. I got some suckish result for the SAA cross country race. Running a total distance of 5km, I was dead tired after the race. However, before that. I had already suffered a mental blow. I was not among the top 30. With a suckish time of 23mins, how was I to get top 30? Damn!
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Gosh! I'm starting to like RI!
Oooh yeah! Cross country rocks! My 8 km is now 38min. With 7mins improvement from my last timing,which was suckish! Now, timing is still suckish but at least I improved! Walala!
Monday, December 27, 2010
Hamsters Hamsters Hamsters!
Hi all,
Firstly,Congratulations to people who got into the school that they wanted to. For the second thing, as stated in my title, Its about hamsters. After all, i've got something more to take care of now, thats what im talking about. HAMSTERS! I just bought them on sunday! Roborovskiis, that cost a bomb and my pocket fills so empty. Cost me $126!
Firstly,Congratulations to people who got into the school that they wanted to. For the second thing, as stated in my title, Its about hamsters. After all, i've got something more to take care of now, thats what im talking about. HAMSTERS! I just bought them on sunday! Roborovskiis, that cost a bomb and my pocket fills so empty. Cost me $126!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Whats up?
Hey all,
I'm kinda depressed today. Haha. I don't know whats wrong with me though. Something just does not feel right. Things always seem right for me, but today, no. Even though Life sucks,I feel that we should actually try to make it better. life seems perfect for me, but it doesn't. Sometimes, private information will get into wrong hands and it will spread, and it takes a really time for it to stop. Therefore, we should try to be more patient with thee rumours for it to stop. Even if it bothers you, you should stay calm and composed. For then, those people who spread the rumours will find it not funny anymore and stop spreading it.Thats my advice. To me, rumours are like poo which we want to avoid. Everyone produces poo and thus, everyone do spread rumours. However, there are some that are too much. And those poo-heads should stop.
To DaoHuey
Please, stop being sad. After all, nobody in THIS WORLD is emotionally perfect and will never ever be happy all the time ( thought there are people who are happy everyday, they are Mad{Siao!}). But, people who are able to stay happy everyday are those whom we say are, Perfect. Therefore, to say "Perfect" , please cheer up!
Your Friend or Foe,
CQ®™©
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I'm kinda depressed today. Haha. I don't know whats wrong with me though. Something just does not feel right. Things always seem right for me, but today, no. Even though Life sucks,I feel that we should actually try to make it better. life seems perfect for me, but it doesn't. Sometimes, private information will get into wrong hands and it will spread, and it takes a really time for it to stop. Therefore, we should try to be more patient with thee rumours for it to stop. Even if it bothers you, you should stay calm and composed. For then, those people who spread the rumours will find it not funny anymore and stop spreading it.Thats my advice. To me, rumours are like poo which we want to avoid. Everyone produces poo and thus, everyone do spread rumours. However, there are some that are too much. And those poo-heads should stop.
To DaoHuey
Please, stop being sad. After all, nobody in THIS WORLD is emotionally perfect and will never ever be happy all the time ( thought there are people who are happy everyday, they are Mad{Siao!}). But, people who are able to stay happy everyday are those whom we say are, Perfect. Therefore, to say "Perfect" , please cheer up!
Your Friend or Foe,
CQ®™©
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Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Countdown and my Birthday Presents!
Hey all,
I'm back again! LOLS. Somemore its so near PSLE! Haha. =) Ok, this time its the countdown again. LOLS.8 more days to PSLE~! Lols. And 14 more days to go before it ends~! WHOO!
By the ways, i got quite a lot of things for my birthday lols. Herman, Wei Jie and Joycelyn gave me 30k @cash! Woots! Oh , and thanks Benson! For the late present( which is 10k@cash). HAHA!
Oh and this freaking lines below are written to WH as promised,
but what do you wan me to write about ar? Sister? LOLS!
Your friend or foe,
CQ®™©
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I'm back again! LOLS. Somemore its so near PSLE! Haha. =) Ok, this time its the countdown again. LOLS.8 more days to PSLE~! Lols. And 14 more days to go before it ends~! WHOO!
By the ways, i got quite a lot of things for my birthday lols. Herman, Wei Jie and Joycelyn gave me 30k @cash! Woots! Oh , and thanks Benson! For the late present( which is 10k@cash). HAHA!
Oh and this freaking lines below are written to WH as promised,
but what do you wan me to write about ar? Sister? LOLS!
Your friend or foe,
CQ®™©
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Saturday, September 25, 2010
Countdown again~
Hey all,
Back to countdown again. Haha lols. 12hrs15 min more to my birthday! Woots! and 10days 12hrs 15min to PSLE! Oh My god! Must work hard now. =) To all Pupils preparing for PSLE, Good Luck!加油! Fighting!
Oh, TO ALL PEOPLE who are dying because of stress, Please don't die yet! PSLE will be over in quite a flash! Haha! So, handle the stress!
Your Friend or Enemy,
CQ®™©
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Back to countdown again. Haha lols. 12hrs15 min more to my birthday! Woots! and 10days 12hrs 15min to PSLE! Oh My god! Must work hard now. =) To all Pupils preparing for PSLE, Good Luck!加油! Fighting!
Oh, TO ALL PEOPLE who are dying because of stress, Please don't die yet! PSLE will be over in quite a flash! Haha! So, handle the stress!
Your Friend or Enemy,
CQ®™©
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Friday, September 24, 2010
Countdown again!
Hey all,
2 more days to my birthday and 12 more days to PSLE~! Once again, all must work hard ar! Work hard ar! Good Luck!加油！Fighting! =X =). Oh, and once again..... Thanks Herman, Wei Jie and Joycelyn for the presents. They really do come in handy! =) Please write in my tagboard if any of you do visit my blog!
By the way, Vernon stop calling my gay. U are extremely gay, so don't talk so much. U can ask Ting Yang if you're extreme gay. I am serious too. That if u call me gay again, I'm so going to post something on your facebook wall. Some thing that discriminates you. So, don't force me into doing that.
In all, Thanks all of you who have been reading my blog( I think there's a few only) very much.
Your enemy or friend,
Chong Qi
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2 more days to my birthday and 12 more days to PSLE~! Once again, all must work hard ar! Work hard ar! Good Luck!加油！Fighting! =X =). Oh, and once again..... Thanks Herman, Wei Jie and Joycelyn for the presents. They really do come in handy! =) Please write in my tagboard if any of you do visit my blog!
By the way, Vernon stop calling my gay. U are extremely gay, so don't talk so much. U can ask Ting Yang if you're extreme gay. I am serious too. That if u call me gay again, I'm so going to post something on your facebook wall. Some thing that discriminates you. So, don't force me into doing that.
In all, Thanks all of you who have been reading my blog( I think there's a few only) very much.
Your enemy or friend,
Chong Qi
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Thursday, September 23, 2010
Countdown to my B'day and PSLE
Hey all, I'm back to relax for a while before the PSLE starts! Ok, so there are 3 more days(Excluding today) to my birthday and 13 more days to PSLE ( excluding today again!). SO all, WORK HARD FOR IT! I'm gonna go crazy soon.
Your Friend or enemy,
CQ®™©
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Your Friend or enemy,
CQ®™©
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Monday, September 20, 2010
Got back my REPORT BOOK!
Hey all, Sorry for not updating lately. However, i have an 'ok' news to tell u all today. All students got back their report book and guess what? I got 19/345 for my position among all THE STUDENTS in my school. Thats kinda sad lols, cause position 17onwards gets is top 5% and they get to get $450 or $400. So, I kinda don't know whether i'm getting $400,$450 or $350 or $300. Haha. For all of ur info, I don't really mind what i get, because i already have EAGLES award. =)
A video of my drawing not long ago
A video of my drawing not long ago
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Today sux.
Yo all! Today's exam paper kinda sux. I minus at least 6marks or more le. Hope still can A* though. ANyways, STUPID WAN HUI! NVR THANK ME STILL TELL ME UPDATE!
Sunday, August 22, 2010
YOG Athletics!
Yo all, First things first. Today went to Bishan Stadium. MUAHAHAHAHA! Went to watch the Athletics Finals. Tell you guys something, those runners run 3km -8min++. 1km - 2min++. Pro sia. And again, CONGRATS TO KAI HERNG for getting into HCI! Pls tell me whther you got into RI not and if u put HCI 1st choice, we may go HCI next year tgt.
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